Over you

Here’s to you;   I’m gonna miss you for quite some time; your jokes, your warmth , your voice and laugh , your texts and how one message could light up my whole day. I’m gonna fill myself with nostalgia, hoping and wishing it could’ve lasted until it hits me that it didn’t. I’ll walk back to the place I first saw you, rest on the stairs only to look back at the time you first kissed my lips, and wish you were there to taste them again. There will be moments where I will only want your hug, your … Continue reading Over you

One more time II – Closer

“I never expected him.” she said. “After years of building high walls around my heart trying to protect it from breaking into a million of pieces, after putting the shattered parts back, after swearing never to fall for anyone ever again before making sure I wouldn’t regret it a while later, after finally getting over the past and learning the lessons, after the wounds have finally healed… he came out of the blue and I didn’t expect him.” …. Hearing she met someone new blew my mind, and somehow broke me. So to however has her heart now, you gotta … Continue reading One more time II – Closer

One more time

*this is a short story with no need of any introduction.   3 years later, after thinking she’d gave up all hope, she picked up her phone finally willing to text him. She opened his conversation, looked at his name feeling her breaths slowly getting harder to take… her fingertips started moving slowly typing “ Hey, Long time! How about we meet for coffee this week?” Right after she hit send, she knew she’d made a terrible mistake. What was she thinking? She was begging to see him it’s been long enough, if he’d wanted to, they would’ve met ever … Continue reading One more time

Life Lesson

There was once this old cobbler who lived all of his life working to put food on the table, and make sure his family got everything they needed. One day, that old man entered a lecturing room, all of the students looked at him mistaking him for their professor. To their surprise, the old man sat next to them, as if he was a student of his own. Truly, he was. One of the student looked at him with confusion and asked : “What are you doing here?  Aren’t you old to learn ?” The man cracked a smile, looked … Continue reading Life Lesson

Diary of a dreamer.

I woke up that day from a weird dream that seemed too real to just be called a dream… I went back to that particular stage in my life where I had everything once again… what I had in the past was mine at last. I had my old life back. I had the friends -at least that’s what they were- ; the insane kind of people who just had it all; the wild dreams, the crazy ideas, the cars, the cash, the adventure… they had everything my heart desired. We called ourselves family at some point. How great was … Continue reading Diary of a dreamer.

Gods And Monsters

There she stood, watching them fight as if they never knew love. They fought. They yelled. They argued.you could see hatred burning brighter than sun rays in their eyes. She stood there, omnipresent, and watched them closely, kept an eye on them, not knowing whether to pray for them to work things out or to encourage them to persue their war.. for he was too toxic for her, and she, she caused that flame within him to burn brighter than himself. That night, she got into the car with them, his angel, although she knew he could barely see what’s … Continue reading Gods And Monsters

Protection

“I’m sorry; It’s over.” he said while hanging up the phone. Earlier this month, it was getting worst between the two of them, and hard to be together. They were trying to hold on to each other, but sometimes, holding on hurts more than letting go. He was a famous political man, and she was his assistant. If one didn’t know her better, they’d say she was sleeping with her boss for the sake of her job. But it’s not like that. They met and they fell for each other, like any 2 normal people, but they were everything but … Continue reading Protection

The Heart wants what it wants

She constantly reminded herself that she deserved better. She knew she deserved the kind of love, where she feels valued, loved, appreciated and most of all, respected. She knew she had to give up on the one she loved, for he didn’t love her back. And why? She never knew. She was kind to him, loved him from the bottom of her heart. Treated him as a fine man, respected him and gave him all the love she had to offer. And that.. that wasn’t enough for him. She stayed up late at night, wondering if she might have done … Continue reading The Heart wants what it wants

Echoes 

…her… I still long for her presence and her smile still haunts me everywhere I go and whatever I do, I picture her here, watching me like she’s never left. I picture her sleeping next to me and I can still hear her breathing.. In.. Out..  But whenever I wake up haunted by my nightmares, I search for her! For her presence! I search for Her body laying next to me in bed, her hands and her lips to comfort me.. she’s gone still.  What comforts me ?? Her ghost and her embrace, I’m sane when i feel her here … Continue reading Echoes 

Through her eyes

She stood there, next to her penthouse window. She could see the whole city through it which made her feel like she was on the edge of a whole new world. Like she was witnessing “Life” occurring. She could see taxi cars and buses driving on the highway, People walking like robots, all headed to one direction. Houses and buildings everywhere. That was city life. She stood there, picturing what people where thinking about roaming through New York City. What if that man was late for work and was running like a freak to get there before he gets fired? … Continue reading Through her eyes