Here I am today, after a rough week, I still don’t know what to write.
How can i post something fun and joyful and full of happiness if I, myself, am not feeling so ?
I can see you wondering, ” The little blogger who always posts about being positive and feeling good, is actually feeling DOWN ?”
Well, Yes. In the end I am human too, i have my days..
But you know what the problem is ?? The real problem ?
I DON’T KNOW WHAT’S MAKING ME UPSET.
I’ve tried to just take a deep breath, and let it *whatever it is* go.. !
It keeps on haunting me. And I still don’t know what IT is.
The funny part is, whenever a friend of mine is stuck in a similar situation, I always end up with a solution to their problem, but why can’t I find one for myself ??
It’s 7.11 pm, and tomorrow I’m gonna wake up and try not to think about ANYTHING. I mean, if I don’t know what’s bothering me , why do I let it bother me anyways?
Seriously… I can hear my inner-voice telling me :
” Enough with the over-thinking, Enough with the non-smiling face, Enough with all the sleepless nights Sara. Get yourself together and deal with it. Smile, Sara, Smile ”
I kept on ignoring it, like SHUT UP ME. But “me” is right.. Am I?
Here’s what I’m gonna do, I’m gonna take a deep breath, close my eyes, calm myself, and let all the negative energy out of my system, until I find what’s making me upset and actually deal with it, that’s all I can do.
Moral of the story, If anyone, out there, is feeling the same as me, just Breathe.
It’s just a bad day/week/month. It will never be a bad LIFE.
Hold on, and listen to your inner voice.